| | Xanga: David, where have you been? How could you leave me without leaving so much as a note, a call, a wave, a whisper to reassure me of your eventual return? My page has felt so empty and unattended. Sure, people come and go every so often, but it's just not the same. I've been neglected... abandoned... left with nothing but the words of the past. They taunt me. They ridicule me. They remind me of when things were different. Those were good times! Don't you miss it? Come back!
David: Xanga, I know I've been gone a long time. I know I use to come to you when I felt I needed to say something.. anything. There was something so simple about posting up my thoughts on your page. At times, I felt pride in knowing others enjoyed the quips and quotes I would leave for all the world to see. But, things are different now. I no longer need to express myself through my words anymore.. at least not to you. Besides, so many of those words were so empty. They were so superficial. I never truly revealed myself because that would make me vulnerable to the world. I wasn't ready for that yet. I'm ready for it now, though. But, now that I'm here, I have someone to open myself up to... who understands me, accepts me, cares for me, and stands by me unconditionally. So, Xanga.. I hope you understand. It's time for me to move on. There's something and someone far, far greater waiting for me that I want to invest all my time and energy into. "Don't I miss it?" you ask. Well, I admit that we've had some good times and some good laughs, but I honestly don't miss it. There's too much to look forward to. Why spend time dwelling on the past? Anyway, it's been a great ride, Xanga. You've helped me through the good, the bad, the ugly, and the boring.... but now it's time to say goodbye. So, adios.. farewell.. au revoir.. auf wiedersehen... zai jian.. itte kimasu... chao... goodbye.
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| | Posted 2/24/2008 10:52 PM - 286 Views - 6 eProps - 3 comments
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